I pursue happiness and independence. I indulge occasionally in an alcohol influenced reality. I don't encourage substance abuse, but occasionally, I recommend it for my own peace of mind. A little numbing juice never hurt anybody. Unless it's injected (joking). I do not claim to be perfect in any way. My CD4 counts are improving, compared to the last few labs which were devastatingly shortcoming to what I'd hoped for, and my viral load is being monitored closely. But my life is on the right track. I still cry on certain days, when what lies ahead haunts me. I try to make the best of what I'm enduring. I fear people I don't want knowing discovering it out. Maybe, I'll just move to a new location, every time my surroundings are all knowing of my personal situation. Although, it's not something worth thinking about, I believe I'm not ready for any relationships at this time in my life, despite the fact that I'm in a superficial one. Superficial meaning long distance. Music and weed is a blessing. Recently, I'd viewed this presentation explaining the ABC's of HIV, I found it straight forward and informative! Check it out.
