I'm sorry. I know it has been awhile, since the last time I've posted. I've had my own inner demons to conquer, and I always will, but they are weaker now, and I am stronger, and that's all that counts. So, I've summed up a handful of questions that I believe can assist anybody find their true inner beings, and that may lead to a happier, less sobering reality, without engaging in the use of recreational drugs, and other stupidities that follow. Where do we find true happiness? What ventures are to be taken? When does the pain end and the pleasure begin? Where does our emptiness reside within us, that darkness in us all that we hope to keep concealed with a fake smile or laugh. How do we find it, and discontinue it's vulgar influence that dampen our lives? How do we find what makes us happy? How do we make amends with our pasts, accept, learn, and move on from them? How do we accept the things that bring us great fear, agony, and shame? How do we learn to love ourselves again? How do we avoid relationships that are superficial, and find that one true love, whom you can litrerally spend the rest of you days with? How do you get that at a young age, at any age, in general? what are the chances of finding someone just like you, your perfect match, where you meet on mostly every mental level that there is, and the two of you just "click"? How do you take control of your life, and lead? I'm still trying to find the answers to all of them, as well.